Deep Thoughts

   Today I was thinking deep thoughts. Which I do occasionally. Not everything that runs through my head is nonsense. Thoughts about why I keep writing this stuff. 
   And honestly, I'm writing for me. I want to be able to look back and see, what was I thinking then. Today, I've completed 1/3 of my radiation. I have an appointment with my radiologist in just a few minutes. 
   Nothing tastes right. Even things that smell perfect, the taste just doesn't match up. And it hurts to swallow. I don't mean just drinking or eating. Just swallowing in general. 
   And my neck is leaking. From where they debulked the mass in my neck. Over a month ago. I'm not worried about it. It's just annoying.

   And that leads me to another thought. That picture up there where I'm in deep thought (I recreated that photo) when I took my hand away. I found this:

   My neck hair is starting to fall out. They told me I might lose it permanently. We'll find out, I suppose. When I find out, I'll let you know. 
   
   Okay, talked to the radiologist. He said that my reactions are normal for the treatment I've gotten. So that's all good!

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