I'm Tired!

  I wrote this Thursday evening after I got home and then I fell asleep for 4 hours.
It's not positive, it's not encouraging, it's just what I felt. And now I've edited a few things out.

I've got 2 radiation treatments left, that's the positive. And this: 

   I'm not glowing in the dark, but I was blinking on and off for 27 hours. I almost didn't get my chemotherapy yesterday because my white count was too low.  But they hooked me up to this little doodad, which injected  Neulasta into me tonight to make my bone marrow start producing white cells.
   

But for the rest:
I'm tired. 
Tired of the travelling,
tired from the chemotherapy,
tired of the treatments,
tired of nothing tasting right,
tired of it hurting to swallow,
tired of it hurting to talk,
tiredof it hurting to yawn,
tired of not being able to sing,
tired of things not smelling right.

My chemotherapy is done, but I'm still getting fluids for at least 4 more days.

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Thank You for Your Support!

And maybe an extra dose of prayers of if ycould sulfa them